Purification
My child, I am so proud of you. You are doing extremely well. Please take comfort in my words to you today. You are in the process which I call purification. You have chosen to listen to my voice and are answering the call to go deeper with Me. To get to know Me at the deepest level. Very few get this far. As a matter of fact, very few even consider starting on this journey and those who do start out, rarely complete the process. Why, you may ask? Because… it is not an easy one. Most give up in the early stages and spend their lives feeling as though they missed out on something because…they did. They missed out on meeting me at the deepest place. The place of transformation. The place where truth and glory and manifestation come together as one with Me.
While you are in this process of purification you will be going to a place deep inside yourself that is darker than the darkest place. It takes courage beyond your wildest imagination. There will be times when you will feel like this pain and agony cannot possibly be worth it. You will feel as though you no longer know who you are or what you want or why you ever let yourself get to this place. You may cry out for relief and want to stop the process. You, of course, may do so at any time, but I encourage you to remain in it. It is worth it. It is my promise to you that it will be worth it. You will know and understand why you remained in the process; however, right now, you may be experiencing some doubts, worries, and fears. Even your doubts, worries, and fears are part of this purification process.
The quickest way through this process is to allow yourself to stay in it and feel your way through it. Allow yourself to feel as deeply as you are able. Allow yourself to experience the pain. This pain, which is at times excruciating pain, is you letting go. It is you surrendering your will to Me. I encourage you to feel the pain, embrace the pain, and know that it is doing a work in you and for you. What is happening, is you are letting go of everything you ever thought you were, or are, or ever wanted to be. You are giving up everything. You are giving up everything past, present, and future. I am asking you to trust me. You will arrive out of this process a new creation. A creation so magnificent that it is almost too beautiful to behold. It is the you that is your most authentic you. The you, you have always known yourself to be. The you, you have been seeking. The you who has always been you, the you who you are in Me.
I wish I could tell you how long this process will take but alas, I cannot. I cannot tell you that because it is up to you. You can fight it or give in to it. I recommend giving in to it. Yield to it. Allow it to take you to the place of transformation. There will come a time in the process when you will know you have arrived at the turning point. You may ask yourself many times along the way if you have arrived yet. If you are asking, you have not. Once you arrive at the turning point, you will “know”. You will feel the completion of surrender. It is the end of struggle. Once you reach this point, you will never, not ever, have to go that low again. It is my promise to you.
Once you reach the end, you will feel peace like you have always known was possible. You will “know” this peace. It will feel new and yet familiar at the same time. It is Me, my child. I am the peace. I’ve always been here with you, only now, you will “know” me in a way you have not known me before. At the deepest level. And, the most beautiful thing will take place at this “end” I speak of. It is the beginning! There is no end really, just a turning point that yields to a new beginning. Again, I ask you to trust me. Have faith that these words I speak to you are true. I am so proud of you for staying the course. I look forward to meeting you at the place of transformation. Until then, I remind you that I am with you always. Even, and especially when, you cannot see me or feel my presence. Your strong desire to know me is guiding you. Your faith in me and what is possible is guiding you. Be still….and know that your magnificence is being revealed to you and to the whole world. I love you.
~GUS