Trust: To have or place confidence in; depend on.
It’s day four of my 30-day blog promise to myself. I’m paying attention to the thoughts and feelings as they come up around it. It is getting a bit easier. I have accepted the fact I made the commitment. I have shown up for the first three posts. I powered on through some thoughts that tried to stop me. I allowed myself the grace to have the posts be raw and real…not perfect. And…that brings me to today. It is morning. I want to get this done this morning so I can feel good and be free for the day. This is powerful.
I am proud of myself for showing up. I am realizing how consistently keeping my commitment/promise to myself is helping me build trust. Trust in myself. Being consistent is also building momentum. It is positive momentum. This is still a vulnerable time. It is early on in the commitment. It is important that I maintain the actions so that I continue to build trust, momentum and create a habit around showing up for myself.
I am appreciating this time of reflection. No pressure. No demands. Just showing up consistently. Building trust. I am learning that I can depend on myself to do things that I say I’m going to do. Not for anyone else. Just for me. This commitment is an exercise in personal integrity. I am feeling a little bit better each day. One day, one post at a time.
Enough for today…
Suzi